feelings when in real sense you do not know the way you are feeling? Maybe talk of relationships. Well, before we even start conversing, I already know that you are hurting, I know that you have been let down severally by people you supposed would be better than those who came before them.
You say you will be careful, but that is the same mistake you do after two weeks.
You say you are over it but then your mood convinces us otherwise.
You say you are done, but the tears in your eyes say you are still attatched to him.
Come on, Can't you see their is more to life than those who take you as an option? I understand that loving makes us human but then know the limits it has, not unless you want to end up hurting and miserable.
In the same case, we are all human, not perfect, without sincere feelings, so dear one, you are still young, you have dreams to meet, goals to achieve and great success awaits you. Do not be drag behind by anyone who once lied to you just to satisfy their own selfish needs, rather, forget about it, let it pass, forgive yourself and them too, give your heart peace, only then will you be able to recollect the brocken pieces and build a better life.